Went Away

Going away is tough, but necessary

Leaving to improve one’s life

To my love it is scary

Always planned to for a wife

Upon my leave, our love was strong

We had our disputes but didn't last long

Long, long is the word that can describe this

A long time away; combined with distance

I thought the change opened a door for improvement

To find the true meaning of the word commitment

At the same time it opened the door to failure

The kind that is only needed and known by her

The loneliness turned into hurt

I never thought that “being there” would be a factor

Went away to make better future

My decision then turned into the belief that I left her

Stayed strong and kept hope, only to find no more us

The absence of me caused her to find another

One that she knows is better

Because I went away I lost my true love

She knew that she was always set above….

Me; A decision in life that went wrong

Now left with the feeling of being alone

Hoping, Wishing that this is just a sad song

Instead of happening to me… I always thought that I was the one.

Thought, what about the feel?

-JRM Chocolate